gosh-

Looking over my previous posts, Im stating to think that maybe my blog should be titled Rabbit in a Hole...heh.

Love you all,
-P

copy of email....

A copy of an email Ive sent the family::

Hi All,
This email is being sent to you all to find out exactly what your opinions are on my situation. I am seriously thinking of the moving back to Jax. plan. I think that may be what I need to do. I have started to apply to a few places there tentatively based on my possible moving. I would like to know what you all think about this and what you think from your perspectives would be the best thing for me.
I really appreciate all the help everyone has given me, financial and otherwise. You guys have helped me survive and for that I'm really humbly indebted. I know I sound serious, but this is stuff that has been weighing so heavily on my mind, and I feel like I'm close to being out of options, so I take it pretty seriously. I'm not trying to jerk everyone around here, with my indecisiveness, its just that things aren't really working out here and I wanted to know what you all though about my coming back. Please respond at your convenience, nothing pressing, just wanted to check with you all and get some other opinions. Thanks everybody. I love you all, hope you are all doing good, and I missed you guys on Sunday (again, another happy Mother's Day wish to a wonderful mom!). Hope everyone has a great week. Hope to see you all soon.

Much love,
-Patti

Good Morning-

Hi All,
I had a good weekend in J-ville this weekend. Spent most of Saturday with Mom, Dad, & Evey-Q. We had a really good lunch at the Chinese buffet (yummers!) and then just chilled at M&D's, it was a good relaxing time. E-Q and I then just went back to her house, ordered pizza and watched videos for the rest of the night -Till I passed out heavily on the sofa. I needed that, I was pooped...Though, a problem was that I woke up around 3:00am, and then couldn't get back to sleep for the life of me...Ugh. I hate when that happens, and I feel like I cant control my own body. I sat around, tried to watch some TV (which was hard cause E-Q doesn't have cable, and her rabbit-ear antenna's don't really get good reception), all I have to say is INFOMERCIAL!>>
I was thinking about going for a drive or something, but I decided I shouldn't waste my gas. So, at around 4:45am I woke E-Q up and told her I was thinking about leaving and that since I will be in town next weekend, could we reschedule our library plans, we didn't really have much planned for the day. She didn't seem to mind too bad, but I hate to change plans like that on someone (luvs you, forgive me dear!).

E-Q and I actually had the most fun I've ever had in a drive through going to Dairy Queen at 11pm!! We had a ball. I had E-Q laughing so hard she couldn't order or drive...heh. It was great and made me appreciate my sis that much more....We laughed ourselves silly and I really enjoyed myself (E-Q: dont forget the P-nut shortage!!)!

My drive back was good, there was really no traffic going in my direction, and it was a beautiful night to be driving. I was ultra observant, so as to not squish any bunnies or anything.

Well, another great weekend with the family and I'm looking forward to the next one coming up. It will be Mother's Day and I think we will all plan something special to show our great, wonderful, intelligent, great gardening, beautiful mother how much we appreciate her (and love her tons)!! Sorry to dip out so soon this weekend, but I will definitely see you all on the coming weekend. I love you all, and I hope everyone has a great week...!